So December has been pretty crazy for me thus far. Today is Christmas Eve and what a time I'm having. Not all that great and legally I'm not allowed to talk about a whole bunch of it.
Rest In Peace Nana
Right. December 4th my Nan passed away.. which was very sad as it is when you lose a grandparent. But also a blessing as she really was suffering. Rather mixed emotions about that.
Moved / Moving...
Ontop of that a whole pile of crap with neighbours and landlord and the police. Which me taking landlords advice and involving police regarding the situation. Landlord then decided I'm a trouble maker and I can get out!! I went to my Mums since I had no place to go as a vunerable and disabled person living in fear etc and now Landlord (same one) is trying to evict my whole family from this house for not getting his permission for me and my brother being here. Ontop of that trying to charge my mum more rent and there is a solisitor involved and a whole mess I'm not allowed to go into more details about. Infact possibly already wrote too much here. Ah well.
So nearly all my stuff is in storage.
We're all looking at moving a.s.a.p and then I hope to try get back into art/crafts/jewellery properly once I have space to do so.
I did have a wonderful 26th Birthday which was lovely, TARDIS cake, wonderful meal.. family and presents..
Tomorrow being Christmas day it will infact be the last of my #100HAPPYDAYS though I am considering doing 100 more.. simply because I've had so much fun doing it. And it's also helped me find something positive from each day even when I've been in a lot of pain, sick, utterly fedup. And taught me that while you can not possibly just be happy for 100 days you can be happy about something everyday for more than 100 days. That's what I'm taking away from this experience. So probably tomorrow I will post more on that :)
Fwd from yesterdays #100HAPPYDAYS post (Day 098.) Spent the day at hospital but finally a bit of good news and a diagnostic. Which is hypersensitive over flexible joints causing painful over compensating tissue and muscles. Which we can call fybromialgia or a number of other things but I will be treat for chronic pain and general pain. The pain is very real it is not in my head. I've been taken off trTramadolnd codine and placed on patches which last 7 days each are generally stronger and release constant pain relief into my system along side that I'll also be receiving pain management, cognitive behavial therapy and physio. The doctor I saw today treats fibromyalgia along side a number of similar diagnostics. So in short for the first time in nearly 4 years things are actually going somewhere and things are actually being done. X
Erm.. so yeh. Looking forward to Christmas. Being 26 is already looking up and becoming much better than the crap while being 25 lol. Lil dissapointed about lack of crafting at the minute. Lots to do still got more boxes back at the flat to pack up and removals are bringing my stuff here on Monday 29th December and also got a lot of stuff to move in Mums back room so I can store stuff in there. Medical stuff is looking up so we'll see how that goes. Saving up towards moving. Looking forward to Christmas tomorrow.
Really liking my festive nails.
Did a digital painting of Rudolph just to wish you all a Merry Christmas..
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